Maybe not the best title, but on reflection is anything right anymore, is anything the right way to do anything?
2nd April, I hit the point of no return, finding myself on a path, My intention to rid the world of my existence,
10th April, I wanted to walk, walk until I was numb, walk until I could find the solitude of my soul that I sought,
11th May, I wanted the river of red to run until it ran dry, bluntness holding me back as frustration and anger overcame my mind,
1st July, I wanted an oblivion I could drown in until it was over, yet I lost control of nothing more then my body
11th July, I wanted my existence to end, to let my soul free,
Instead I sit here still in an eternal hell of fear, not knowing what the next moment brings, knowing what I want, knowing what others don’t want of me.
At this point in my life,
I have lost all control, bar the air I breathe,
the air I breathe feeling unnatural,
seeking to exhale to the point of freedom of my soul.
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Your worth the fight you are strong you WILL find the end of the tunnel. Hold onto whatever strength you have left. You CAN beat this.
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But what if the tunnel is never ending, when at every point in your life you have nearly reached the end, just to be dragged straight to the start again? What happens then?
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You get back up and try again. Noone is perfect life doesn’t come with instructions. Lean on your family and friends they will always do their best to pick you back up again. Xx
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