https://youtu.be/35rT3J9kKYQ Surrenderyou still reach for me half asleepbefore reality settles inlike your heart still lives somewheremine no longer knows how to reach and I lie awake beside youstaring at the dark againwondering when survivalbecame the shape we started living in you tell me you miss me latelywhile I’m still lying next to youand I don’t… Continue reading Surrender
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Dear Husband
https://youtu.be/Aekn1S2IKhQ Dear Husband Somewhere along the way,your need to be wantedbecame louderthan my need to feel safe beside you. And I don’t think you ever noticedthe exact moment I started disappearing. Not all at once.Not dramatically.Just slowly. A thousand tiny cutsdisguised as passing comments,wandering attention,and apologiesthat only lasted long enoughfor the cycle to begin again.… Continue reading Dear Husband
I was never taught how to be a daughter, my mother unable to understand how to be a mother herself, my path grew from here into one where any role I had, became impossible to navigate. I failed as a daughter, I failed as a sibling.... I grew up without them around me like a… Continue reading
The Distance That Grew Without Warning
Our youngest, our baby girl, shes 11 now, We feel we are starting to loose her and it hurts more then words can say. When she want into care she was a carefree happy child, relaxed, a pleasure to be around, loved to read, loved to sit and curl up under a blanket for cuddles,… Continue reading The Distance That Grew Without Warning
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