Positive

A lot of how I post now can be influenced by others, how they see me, what they believe I should be posting about, which is cool. I have been told of recent, my posts are too negative, why don’t I post positive. I had to think for a while, then I thought of the perfect thing, so here’s a short simply positive post from Peacefully Erratic.

What good have you done in your life, is a question I ask myself. I didn’t have to sit and think for too long, as 4 mini human’s ran under me, demanding attention, demanding affection and my time.
4 out of 6 positive thing’s I have done in my life.

I have brought 6 amazing live’s into this world, 4 of which I can stand and speak of, tell you their personalities with a smile, 4 beautiful little people, who stand by my side daily.
I can tell you of one, not so mini human, 19 yrs of age, who I adore yet barely know,
I can tell you of one, whom I do not know, yet think of daily.

The 4 mini human’s who run under my feet daily,
4 unique personalities, showing their foot print in this world. I
Admire their determination, love their independence,
Enjoy seeing each grow into their own individual personality,

One is confident and cocky, will argue back and rebel against all authority,
One is curious, and intrigued, yet retreats into their own bubble when worried,
One is a bull in a china shop, destruction and chaos their path,
The other is just well, here, making themselves known whilst sits quietly judging you all!

I am proud of each and all of them, even if we don’t gel, I have learnt in life, blood or not, you do not have to get on with everyone.

Because when it comes down to the final hour, there is a bond that can never be broken.

My oldest 19 yrs of age, I know of how he once was, I know of how he is now, what happened in between, I will never know.
I am proud of the young man he has become, despite his struggles, and his unanswerable questions.
The other I remember a cheeky chappy, one I hope who has kept this and has grown with it, whoever he is now, I just know he’s doing strong and well.

Paths have been uncertain, paths still are uncertain, but I can stand and say with a smile,

I care about each and every one of those amazing humans I created, this is one thing in life I didn’t mess up.