Since my last post, though this will be short, my life has changed beyond measure.
I thought all hope was lost, despite daily emails, learning, researching, and non stop everything, yet nothing, as I felt all I was doing, was getting me to no point that I desired.
I struggled but I kept on, until one small email, then a small visit, and my life changed, quite literally, over night in November.
The simple words, *We need to talk about (oldest) mini human coming home* suddenly flooding the room, unexpected, As we were informed she would be returned the next day, No warning, no build up, no preparation, just a, *Here have your daughter back*
The last 4.5 months have been emotional, exhausting, wonderful, and non stop.
Routines, hope, discipline, chaos, Warmth, and a future, have returned to these four walls.
Through everything, I had continued, as failure was not an option, the reward, a turning point, a new path, and one that will lead us, I hope, forward,
As I have proven myself to professionals, that my voice matters, my words have meaning, my actions are done with reason and for an end result, not just said and pushed to one side, but actions that intend to get a result.
My words for my world here, this blog, there simply has been no time, no energy, but it’s a sacrifice I made, and one I was willing to do.
I hope and pray that this is now the start of the others returning, as we stick to our new life, our new world, a family, albeit some missing, but only for now, once again, one to grow and build on
I had hoped we had a turning point, over and over, yet it never seemed to come, every time it seemed to appear, something would drag it away, teasing, letting me know, I could, but not yet, the time wasn’t right, but once it was, once those feet walked back through our door, and it was real, it was incredible.
Our world is changing once again, this time, for one with a future that is filled with hope and love.
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