I have been silent once again here,
My life is taken over by everyone and everything else,
Yet, one thing I am able to do, is something I have wanted to do for so long,
Yet, for many reasons, I have had to wait, confidence being the main one,
Yet now is the time,
Now is the time to start documenting my journey in this world,
In a way I never could before,
I aim to take my work and turn into something beautiful yet powerful,
Unable to sit and just blog, unable to have that quiet time,
Why not take a photoshoot and give back to a dancer, whilst getting what I need,
To enable me to document a world that I live in daily, a world that effects my life,
More then I dare ever admit,
Using the images, I hope to tell my story,
Past, present and the tomorrow,
Because my pain isn’t gone, my pain isn’t over,
My mind is still chaos, My mind is still confused,
Yet I have had to push all this to the back of my mind,
I have decided finally to speak out, beyond my blog,
I have decided to be someone who refuses to hide it from the world,
*Just in case*
Unfollow, Unlike, or which ever you chose,
Mental health is more then just a bad day,
Mental health is more then just a trend,
Its not a competition nor comparison,
It’s raw, its real, its frightening and at times dangerous,
It’s not a chosen lifestyle,
I am going to be honest in my own views,
Debate don’t hate,
I may use words that may make others feel uncomfortable,
I just ask, you remember, that this is my world,
This is what I know.
My blog has been my own path, my own experiences,
I am extending out further,
I seek not attention nor help,
I seek only to speak out as someone who is real,
Someone who is suffering,
Its time for my two worlds to collide,
Peacefully_Erratic brings to you Hauntingly_Silent,
*Listen today, as tomorrow may fall silent*
peacefullyerratic.com 