Sleep, for some an escape from this world, a chance to rest and forget about life for a few hours, For others a land of nothing until the next morning, to wake with no fear, just ready for another day,For some others, sleep doesn't happen often, and when it does, it takes them to a… Continue reading Sleep
Tag: nightmares
Laying in bed, stating into the darkness, sleep no longer a option, Curled up under the duvet, praying sleep to come, I watch the shadows dancing in the moonlight. Anxiety starts to kick in, my tummy doing back flips, I feel sick. My mind starts to play games,You deserve this, if you hadn't have done… Continue reading
Nightmares,
I have blogged before about nightmare's, Nightmares that visit me often, nightmares that I no longer know reality from dream's. Not a negative post that I promised to stay away from, just a post reflecting on in a time of which I am confused. When I lay down in bed, when I pull the duvet… Continue reading Nightmares,
What is reality
I seek attention, yet I self loathe, I seek to brag, yet I shy away from people in person, I seek to glamouize suicide, yet my story is that of only a fight for survival, I hide my arms, my raw cuts, my scars, pulling my sleeves lower when people's heads turn, Yet I demand… Continue reading What is reality
Dreams
Some people say dreams have meanings, others say they are just random thoughts, some say they are from another life. Dreams for me, used to be one of escape, one of no fear. Then they grew more recently to nightmares, ones that shake me from a deep sleep in a panic, ones were I find… Continue reading Dreams
