My world

I got to hold 2 of my babies, ok so they are older but they are mine.

The time was short, but feeling their arms around my neck was the most beautiful moment, feeling their tears warm on my skin was heartbreaking,

Their voices stating they didnt want to say goodbye, tearing at my soul. Through moments of laughter remembering the clock was ticking, sudden floods of sobs breaking through. Reminding myself to stay strong, I held back my emotions and distracted all I could

I know I understand I whispered, I too, dont ever want to let go, but this isnt forever.

Cherish this moment, they hand me their phones to take some selfies for them to view when I am not there

The goodbyes came to soon, my body gave in as the tears fell, defying my attempts to hold back, grabbing them tight but slowly trying to force them to get into a car, this was so wrong, so very very wrong

This is my nightmare a total living nightmare

Remember my darlings, no matter what, you are my world, my everything I will do everything to ensure you come home to me again one day