The proof of the lie’s for the information I got wrong

I have been accused of spreading false information, whilst getting a name wrong, (easily done) and I if I should spread such lies, then I should at least get that part right,
So here it is in writing, the lies I have been spreading,
Nov 2020, my neighbour physically assaulted me in my own home, of which she admits guilt, yet still see’s fit to state I am lying. I am confused,.

I don’t ask for trouble, in fact I shy away from it unless confronted, but even then I prefer to run and hide.
I am not on to stand chest to chest with a apparently violent man, but if needs be I will, (this was a different time but did happen!)
I would rather run from confrontation, as I don’t believe in violence,
I am not interested in volatile behaviour, I am interested in keeping to myself,

Back in November 2020, I had the audacity to walk from my house to my car,
I then had the audacity to stay a while by my car before walking back,
Walking into my own home, threats soon followed, accusations, verbal abuse,
I held my own, wrongly, selfishly I stood up for myself, I shouted back,
I got angry, I hate false accusations, yet they came flying at me,
I ran into my home, wanting away, yet more accusations came at me,
I had grabbed my phone, recording this hell, this assault of words for no reason,
I go to shut my front door, hear more words, I scream what the f**k are you going to do,
I think, maybe she will report me, maybe she will ignore, I didn’t know, I didn’t care,
When my own front door comes flying at me, as she comes in,
Her body aiming at my, her hands on my chest, I am shoved flying,
Shocked, I see her fist raise, a flurry of pink dressing gown, pushes her back
out of my home, the front door starts to shut, I scream out,
You assaulted me, the reply of *I don’t care* ringing in my ears as I dial the police,

Too shocked to react, I stay numb, I zone out, I can’t focus,
Am I really such a nasty person that this is my life?
At every turn, causing chaos and mayhem?

Even so, I decided for once to push forward, pressing charges, I didn’t know,
I just knew, I needed to do this to show myself, what I did wrong.

A short while later, my husband gets a phone call, I don’t know full info,
he tells me its a reserved cautioned, whether this info is right or wrong,
He can’t say, he just thinks this is what it is, I trust his word,
I make it know, this is the case to more around me,

Today I sit with a letter in front of me, the info my husband said correct yet not,
the person who assaulted me, is in fact on a Deferred Caution.

Does this make me feel better? I don’t know, what happened happened,
For now she cannot have contact with me, direct or indirect,
Does this prove I did no wrong, or is this all still my own fault,

It’s at this point I chose to question my life, my wrong doing’s,
My choices, my path,
Every one I chose, ends up wrong, ends up in a place that upsets others,
I get confused, I don’t know what to do,

Did I deserve this assault? Like the others, (non police recorded)
Or was this a random attack on a vulnerable person,
I give not full details here, as I don’t wish to play *victim*
I just wish to vent out of confusion of being in a place I simply cannot understand.

My title for this post is confusing, but I know when I made it public what I thought was correct information,
I was accused and I quote: I have had a PM stating this is aimed at us,
From a source I trust so Ill go with it as aimed at the time I misquoted what I wrote,
I hold my hands up for getting it wrong,
hell I fuck up everything else, so why not this too!!

****** At least if you are going to lie about stuff do the correct research so the lie your telling everyone has got the correct name dumb ass

this is the official letter from the police,
I’m happy to hear where I went wrong, how else can I learn otherwise?