Confusion

This is a brief post, one that will go greater into detail in the next post, it’s a post to say a year ago I landed on a path that until now not many have experienced, I’m now informed now many walk this path, so I have no right to voice my pain, or complain or mention what I have been through, So instead I will just show empathy and compassion to others whom have hitter a harder path then I could ever imagine.
The only thing I hold is annoyance to heart, As I was ready to blog deeper pain, but now I simply cannot, as current times inform me this is selfish and wrong, So when is the right time, if I am able to switch off mental health issues just because the world has gone to shit, maybe this is the proof I need that there is nothing wrong. And I need to focus on those that truly have issues especially in this time, this time when the world has gone to shit.
This is why my blog has slowed, as over and over again I post that I have had yet another reminder that my issues are nothing, and I am wrong to post what I post, yet others are able to speak out on social media with no fear and no judgement, and get the attention they require, yet the same person is fast to rip me for what I have said or done, It’s part of the reason why I am so confused.
I do not understand why when I post something others post of, I am publicly shamed and ripped and pulled through hell and told off for attention seeking, yet others are allowed, its deemed OK and they get support and help.
I contradict myself daily, as It’s so hard, I am confused, so very confused. It’s why I do this quick post now, I wish people to realise I do the next post because I just want to vent my own thoughts and feelings, I need to let out, without fear or judgement, if you are one of those people, do not bother even opening the next post.
My next post is purely because I made a date I didn’t wish to make, I made a date I wished never existed in my world..

That is all.